Here�s a synopsis of my last few days.
Monday night: Got a phone call from my PCP�s office that my pap came back abnormal. I was too shocked to get the information that I needed over the phone (and it was after hours when they called and I couldn�t call back) and the office girl had this tone in her voice that made it sound like she was the bearer of bad news and that she couldn�t tell me the really bad part on the phone. So of course, I freaked out. I immediately decided I had cancer and would need a hysterectomy and would never have children and Brian would leave me.
Tuesday Day: helped my friend Char pack up her whole life so she can leave her emotionally abusive boyfriend of 5 years. Went to my doctor�s office where I was able to actually see the lab report and see that it wasn�t too bad and know that I just need more tests. I was able to stop jumping to the extreme and relax that the tests will be run and then I�ll know more.
Tuesday Night: found out my friend with liver cancer passed away.
Wednesday: helped my friend Char move in to her new apartment and her new life.
That�s all. That�s enough. I�m currently waiting for a call from my HR representative so I can set up a meeting to discuss how my current boss is harrassing me. This is gonna get ugly. I�m also waiting for a phone call from B. I�m supposed to pick him up at a photo shoot and we are going to have lunch. That�s my good news for the day.
