2009-08-10 - Daddy's gone
2009-06-13 - -
2009-03-25 - Bald Spots
2009-03-05 - Empty birthday cakes with suicidal shovels
2009-03-03 - Emptiness
2009-01-20 - Heidi the Hornball
2008-11-17 - Why didn't I save it first?
2008-08-04 - No trips, no falls, just the aftermath of nothing
2008-05-09 - Yes, I did fall off the face of the earth
2008-02-14 - What's up Doc?
2008-01-18 - Update Schmupdate.
2008-01-02 - Is there really a place like this "OZ" you say you've been, Dorothy
2008-01-01 - Possibly my shortest entry ever
2007-12-02 - Garanimals, Full House and Cancer
2007-11-05 - Denial SHOULD just be a river in Egypt
2007-11-01 - surgery update
2007-10-18 - How did 58 days go by so quickly?
2007-08-21 - Where Have You Been My Friend?
2007-07-20 - A poem
2007-07-18 - Hi, remember me?
2007-05-22 - Frankenstein
2007-05-08 - I cannot walk on water but I am alive and kicking
2007-04-07 - A Letter to my Friend and Myself
2007-03-09 - I will stand still
2007-02-14 - Yes, Virginia, there is a Janet
2007-01-22 - Bad week for my health
2007-01-14 - The letter C and learning to shine in the shadows
2007-01-10 - The letter B and part of a real entry
2007-01-09 - The letter A
2007-01-05 - The letter D and flowers
2007-01-03 - Why I Deserve a Christmas CD from Smed
2006-12-24 - My pre-Christmas Christmas
2006-12-18 - When you know it's been a bad year
2006-12-18 - the bad and the good
2006-12-14 - Clumsy girl and ode to Quincy
2006-12-11 - A strange occurence followed by much venting.
2006-12-05 - This is just a fake place-holder entry
2006-12-01 - jinxing
2006-11-30 - bits and pieces of nothing special
2006-11-27 - Crying in the midst of renovation
2006-11-24 - Because it's fall, I have fallen.
2006-11-19 - Dirt
2006-11-16 - My Skin Has the Holiday Spirit
2006-11-09 - Renovations
2006-11-03 - When I Was the Potter
2006-11-02 - News and Bodily Roadside Oddities
2006-10-31 - a non-entry because a real entry would be censored for foul language
2006-10-25 - Solvang
2006-10-19 - WWWD
2006-10-14 - A Survey about High School
2006-10-11 - Caffeine buzz
2006-10-05 - Night Person
2006-10-03 - When you see the demons too often
2006-10-01 - The rant of a single girl
2006-09-26 - Can you say "career killer"?
2006-09-23 - Anti-Climactic drama
2006-09-21 - Good enough can be enough sometimes
2006-09-10 - A Day At The Beach
2006-09-08 - Time to open the cell and set the captives free
2006-08-30 - Finding a bit of me
2006-08-28 - The Lunch Pail
2006-08-22 - The Un Meeting
2006-08-15 - checking in
2006-08-03 - A day in the life
2006-07-28 - Trying to turn the ship around
2006-07-24 - Lost a day
2006-07-21 - Afraid to sleep
2006-07-13 - Hands over heart
2006-07-11 - Right now, in some other universe...
2006-07-09 - Just some pictures
2006-07-07 - It's a bumpy ride
2006-07-06 - Some things are easier when you are 2
2006-07-05 - Something unexpected
2006-07-03 - The perfect weekend
2006-06-28 - God, I need a shower
2006-06-24 - Protecting the Not So Innocent
2006-06-22 - Nothing makes sense much these days
2006-06-21 - silence
2006-06-08 - Trying to get out from the 4 walls
2006-06-04 - Knots
2006-05-31 - Sometimes you are just ready to get up
2006-05-29 - Why can't I have milk AND cookies?
2006-05-22 - Long Beach Pride
2006-05-22 - a little lock down
2006-05-19 - No title comes to mind
2006-05-16 - Immunity for the soul
2006-05-15 - Waking Up
2006-05-13 - Busy hands, busy minds
2006-05-12 - Take it where you can get it
2006-05-10 - San Francisco
2006-05-10 - Empty Granite Heart
2006-05-08 - Deflated Balloons
2006-05-05 - Cramming a week into one entry
2006-05-01 - Taking My Bitter Pill
2006-04-26 - What "My People" Do for Pain
2006-04-25 - Floating with the Current
2006-04-23 - Caught in a Riptide
2006-04-19 - Building a Wall
2006-04-16 - Socks, Coach, Peeps, Quincy
2006-04-12 - Let me find the strength to get out of bed
2006-04-11 - Magic Sweetener
2006-04-10 - Swollen Throbbing Lips (if only this entry was as interesting as it sounds)
2006-04-07 - Aliens are in control of my brain
2006-04-05 - Drunk-dialing, irrational fears, birthday wrap-up
2006-04-04 - They Say It's Your Birthday
2006-04-03 - Birthday Weekend
2006-03-30 - What is with these crazy people?
2006-03-28 - Staying Busy
2006-03-25 - The Invitation
2006-03-24 - Letting Muscles Heal
2006-03-23 - Erosion
2006-03-22 - I'm Deteriorating
2006-03-21 - Caffeine & Janet - BFF!
2006-03-21 - The Letter P
2006-03-19 - Sexuality
2006-03-17 - Fight for me
2006-03-17 - Happy St. Pat's
2006-03-16 - The Drip Drip Drip
2006-03-15 - What next?
2006-03-14 - Flat
2006-03-13 - weird habits
2006-03-08 - Randomness abounds
2006-03-04 - The One Where I Post a Million Pictures From Vegas
2006-02-24 - The one where I use the word fuckable
2006-02-18 - Finding What Fits
2006-02-16 - Bleh
2006-02-12 - No time bombs in my head
2006-02-05 - Pee
2006-02-01 - Sometimes it helps to look on the bright side
2006-01-31 - I'll take some energy with a side of energy and some energy for dessert
2006-01-26 - Wishing on a Star
2006-01-21 - Claustrophobia anyone?
2006-01-20 - I'm Back In High School -- I hated it then, I hate it now
2006-01-18 - A day of Shock and Awe in my life
2006-01-17 - Should've stayed in bed this morning
2006-01-13 - Health part 1
2006-01-11 - new computer
2006-01-05 - -
2006-01-01 - Diamonds in the Night
2005-12-30 - Making a New Fork in the Road
2005-12-27 - Puzzle Piece
2005-12-21 - It Started and Ended with Scenery
2005-12-20 - Have To
2005-12-19 - Christmas traditions
2005-12-15 - Cari
2005-12-14 - words that won't go away
2005-12-08 - Me and My Drum
2005-12-04 - If I can distract myself long enough
2005-12-01 - Denver
2005-11-23 - My nose thanks you for reading the whole entry
2005-11-22 - ticker tape of randomness
2005-11-15 - Building up Hope
2005-11-15 - Hallmark Can't Compete
2005-11-13 - hiding
2005-11-05 - glasses and short hair
2005-11-04 - What's Happening
2005-10-27 - Mixed Nuts
2005-10-17 - boxes
2005-10-11 - Lifesaving Cheese
2005-10-04 - Seattle
2005-09-28 - Storing up some nuts for a cold hard winter
2005-09-22 - turning them into a stranger
2005-09-21 - The musicians who save us
2005-09-20 - Juggling
2005-09-19 - light brings out the color
2005-09-17 - Ooh, you sexy paper towel!
2005-09-16 - From Heidi
2005-09-15 - Magnets
2005-09-13 - Big Guns
2005-09-12 - Get the three stooges out of my bed
2005-09-11 - Party for Abby
2005-09-10 - Janet Gets Political -- don't worry, it doesn't happen often
2005-09-09 - glasses
2005-09-08 - broken
2005-09-06 - looks can be deceiving
2005-09-05 - Walking through a doorway is easier than it looks.
2005-09-02 - self-discovery, self-realization, self-actualization, self-flagellation, self-medication
2005-08-25 - There's more to this entry than just a list of songs
2005-08-24 - Mmmbop
2005-08-22 - random weird pictures
2005-08-18 - If it looks like a survey...
2005-08-17 - super powers
2005-08-12 - snowflakes
2005-07-26 - It can happen to anyone
2005-07-18 - Vegas
2005-07-11 - the comfortable bed
2005-07-02 - Epic Battle Scenes
2005-06-29 - The Painted Desert
2005-06-28 - Clearance Rack
2005-06-24 - boobs and snapple
2005-06-23 - I'll turn into a gym rat if it's the last thing I do
2005-06-19 - Woodstock
2005-06-17 - Thrift Shop of Life
2005-06-15 - Fortune Cookies
2005-06-14 - Unnoticeably Fluid
2005-05-27 - just a little puff would do the trick
2005-05-16 - Bugs on the Windshield
2005-05-13 - nothing special
2005-05-10 - hunger is a nuisance
2005-04-30 - Faces of Fat
2005-04-22 - dating update and trip to Phoenix
2005-04-17 - Out with the old, in with the Blue
2005-04-14 - good news
2005-04-10 - It wasn't a full house but it was a full weekend
2005-04-05 - smattering of pictures
2005-04-04 - Happy Birthday!
2005-03-31 - I reached the end of a short fuse
2005-03-29 - The Anti-Brian
2005-03-23 - How is the kidney related to the ear?
2005-03-21 - catching up with Janet
2005-03-15 - Remember the Alamo
2005-03-11 - a few introductions
2005-03-03 - From San Antonio
2005-02-27 - Ignoring Intuition
2005-02-27 - my new club -- Girls Who Make Bad Choices
2005-02-24 - eternal sunshine moments
2005-02-20 - refreshment
2005-02-18 - doing things differently
2005-02-16 - addiction
2005-02-15 - I'd like to fast forward this part
2005-02-10 - 2 years
2005-02-07 - the land of the lost PowerPoint
2005-01-26 - movies
2005-01-24 - Health update
2005-01-21 - death has a sweet aftertaste
2005-01-17 - It wasn't the flu
2005-01-16 - fevers
2005-01-09 - And I always do what I'm told (well, sometimes may be the better word)
2005-01-07 - running -- out of breath that is
2005-01-06 - it tasted like cinnamon toast crunch
2005-01-03 - A fresh start in a new place perhaps
2004-12-30 - looking back, looking forward
2004-12-20 - catch up and food poisoning
2004-12-15 - safe in the water
2004-12-13 - warm and fuzzy
2004-12-11 - no witty title, tried a few but they made me gag
2004-12-07 - boyfriend's pants
2004-12-04 - no mirth and merriment for me
2004-12-02 - just a dream
2004-11-30 - the squirrel and the hot dog
2004-11-28 - DC!
2004-11-19 - Jesse's Girl
2004-11-18 - medication cocktail
2004-11-17 - a day off for the mask
2004-11-16 - All I Want For Christmas is My Two Front Lobes.
2004-11-15 - a good night's sleep would be nice
2004-11-09 - nightmares
2004-11-08 - buzzing
2004-11-06 - card making
2004-11-04 - If you get free scones, it's a good day
2004-10-30 - Take whatever victory you can snatch from the ashes
2004-10-29 - help
2004-10-26 - For Jill
2004-10-24 - the evil that lives within
2004-10-19 - pictures of the weekend and a better mood for me
2004-10-17 - Rain!
2004-10-16 - awake on a Saturday morning
2004-10-15 - sleep would be nice
2004-10-14 - Is there such a thing as cubicle rage?
2004-10-13 - If fate calls, please take a message
2004-10-12 - All that's missing is the rain
2004-10-01 - Turkey in DC anyone?
2004-09-21 - ecosystems
2004-09-09 - changing the soundtrack
2004-09-08 - I no longer sell my soul for an orgasm
2004-09-02 - first day at junior high
2004-08-27 - groceries
2004-08-25 - the mirror into the soul
2004-08-21 - The Santa Cruz Experience
2004-08-21 - better than any old lover
2004-08-20 - love letter
2004-08-19 - the best boyfriend
2004-08-16 - musings on the number 4
2004-08-13 - My list, hopefully complete
2004-08-13 - Package
2004-08-10 - Which plate would you pick?
2004-08-07 - When...
2004-08-07 - salty beer
2004-08-06 - farty mcfarty pants
2004-08-05 - panic attacks
2004-08-05 - anesthesia fog
2004-08-02 - There are too many hospitals in Southern California
2004-07-27 - orange juice
2004-07-24 - Monkey Bars
2004-07-23 - Splenda anyone?
2004-07-22 - Broken Bones
2004-07-21 - pick me pick me
2004-07-19 - Cheers!
2004-07-14 - Some more randomness
2004-07-09 - snake dreams
2004-07-07 - sometimes love just isn't enough
2004-07-05 - Bras anyone?
2004-07-02 - consequences = zip
2004-06-30 - B & I on a good day
2004-06-30 - Playing catch-up with the diary
2004-06-19 - To add to the fun
2004-06-17 - the good news or the bad news?
2004-06-14 - marbles
2004-06-11 - Granting space
2004-06-10 - Please don't step on it. It's been beaten down enough.
2004-06-10 - savoring the sticky gummy residue, it's all I've got
2004-06-09 - Snacking
2004-06-07 - the boy in the kilt
2004-06-03 - bruises and lies
2004-06-01 - flickering flame
2004-05-30 - aftermath
2004-05-27 - Permission
2004-05-25 - Passive-Aggressive
2004-05-22 - Balloons
2004-05-21 - tears that won't come
2004-05-19 - Some pictures from my trip
2004-05-19 - Perspective
2004-05-18 - Loose Pants
2004-05-17 - Can he pull his head out of his ass in time?
2004-05-16 - tears
2004-05-13 - vacation, yadda yadda yadda
2004-05-11 - Feeling Healthy
2004-05-09 - The phoenix rises from the flames
2004-05-07 - After the fire
2004-05-06 - Denial
2004-05-04 - It's Over
2004-05-04 - 2 pounds down
2004-05-03 - dreams to make happen
2004-04-28 - The backyard
2004-04-26 - the office for the distribution of hope
2004-04-23 - Politics! Who is Right, who is Wrong?
2004-04-20 - Danny DeVito and Rhea Perlman
2004-04-17 - Confessions of a Peeps Murderer
2004-04-15 - The Nemesis goes down
2004-04-12 - How do I love thee, let me count the ways
2004-04-06 - Goals for my 37th year of life
2004-04-05 - Grammar God
2004-04-04 - 36th Birthday Party
2004-04-03 - Confessions of a 35 year old candy junkie -- Yes, I am still 35 for 1 more day!
2004-04-02 - Addiction
2004-04-01 - The Road
2004-03-31 - Messy Desk
2004-03-21 - Death and....
2004-03-17 - Department stores and trailer parks
2004-03-09 - floods
2004-03-07 - Train
2004-03-07 - No Safe Place
2004-03-02 - waxing nostalgic
2004-02-27 - Return from Outer Space for 6 hours
2004-02-24 - The lifelong battle
2004-02-21 - There is no such thing as a stress-free day
2004-02-21 - Is there an island out there where you don't need money to survive?
2004-02-17 - Retail Therapy
2004-02-15 - Overwhelmed by the moments
2004-02-14 - Would you like fries with that?
2004-02-13 - is there a mack truck in my ass?
2004-02-11 - the demon seed automotive from hell
2004-02-10 - 1 year ago today
2004-02-09 - Big Chair
2004-02-06 - I could go to Africa
2004-02-05 - Now I'll get googled for penis enlarging cream
2004-02-02 - candy, I'm turning into candy
2004-02-01 - 1 year photo
2004-01-30 - The Spiritual Journey Part 2
2004-01-26 - Yesterday = Suckfest
2004-01-25 - Spiritual Journey, Part I
2004-01-22 - Eyebrows
2004-01-20 - Walking the Tightrope
2004-01-20 - My year in pictures
2004-01-17 - I've been beat up!
2004-01-16 - Bruises, Beards and Babies
2004-01-15 - Nicknames
2004-01-14 - Apparently, I rock
2004-01-12 - What is Love Anyway?
2004-01-12 - Who can think of cute names at a time like this
2004-01-10 - Male friends, not boyfriends
2004-01-08 - Cats
2004-01-07 - Call me Tumbleweed
2004-01-06 - Hugs
2004-01-06 - the premiere of the dream entry
2004-01-04 - Card-Making
2004-01-02 - Pubic Hair
2003-12-31 - Baby Laughter
2003-12-31 - Bah!
2003-12-30 - Why Brian Matters
2003-12-29 - Christmas Cards
2003-12-29 - Insensitivity
2003-12-29 - Size XL
2003-12-28 - Favorite Places
2003-12-28 - Rings
2003-12-28 - 101 things about Janet
2003-12-26 - The pants
2003-12-26 - Christmas memories
2003-12-23 - Why I wanted to Lose Weight
2003-12-18 - Slutty Kitty
2003-12-17 - Ready for Christmas
2003-12-13 - A trip to Oz
2003-12-11 - Personal Space
2003-12-11 - Ramblings about self-esteem
2003-12-09 - A visit to the trailer park
2003-12-05 - Baggage Drop #1
2003-12-01 - Baggage
2003-11-21 - The Life of Brian
2003-11-20 - The Freak of the Week
2003-11-19 - Barfing
2003-11-16 - Sometimes the Cheetos Win
2003-11-13 - Success
2003-11-12 - One Year Ago
2003-11-10 - Soup
2003-11-08 - Keep Your Eye on the Goal
2003-11-05 - The Begging Bowl
2003-11-02 - The New Journey
2003-10-31 - New Goals
2003-10-29 - A night's sleep and a little better outlook
2003-10-28 - Number 5
2003-10-28 - #4.. what's wrong with me--too much wine
2003-10-28 - Can anyone hear me?
2003-10-28 - Drunken stream of consciousness
2003-10-28 - Reasons why you need an annual eye exam
2003-10-25 - The temporary return of Fido
2003-10-21 - the straw
2003-10-19 - Whiny me
2003-10-08 - Making a Decision
2003-10-07 - torture
2003-10-07 - stressed does not equal desserts
2003-10-05 - FUO
2003-10-04 - A little philosophical to start with
2003-10-02 - I want to eat
2003-10-02 - Trying to look on the bright side
2003-10-01 - Insomnia
2003-09-30 - My turn to whine
2003-09-29 - Gorilla Arms
2003-09-27 - Gratitude
2003-09-26 - Live to the fullest
2003-09-23 - Ground Beef
2003-09-23 - Napping with Enchanted Pants
2003-09-22 - Fear and Yoga in Southern California
2003-09-21 - Wonderland
2003-09-18 - Survivor
2003-09-16 - The Jerk
2003-09-15 - Pillows
2003-09-14 - Always Full
2003-09-13 - Anxiety and lack of sleep
2003-09-12 - The Marriage
2003-09-11 - undies
2003-09-11 - Jackets, early bedtime, 9/11
2003-09-09 - Random Thoughts
2003-09-09 - Loving the curves
2003-09-07 - Alien Love Child
2003-09-05 - Return from the trip
2003-08-28 - Mississippi, hernia and patience
2003-08-21 - "Hey, you've lost weight!"
2003-08-19 - sugar is my enemy
2003-08-14 - 6 month anniversary
2003-08-03 - self esteem
2003-07-29 - 93 pounds down
2003-07-17 - Men
2003-07-16 - Bones
2003-07-14 - The gallbladder problem