I haven't posted in a while. That's because my life is shit and there's nothing to say about it. Here's a list:
My dad's cancer is back and it's terminal.
Found out Brian has been cheating on me for 3 years with 2 other girlfriends. Only part about that that is any good... I was the OG (Original Girlfriend). Not that it's much of a consolation.
I'm STILL unemployed with barely any bites.
I'm still an addict, will be forever.
Surprisingly, I'm holding it together. Don't know how. My parents are supporting me financially and being amazing. I'll start getting unemployment but it's not enough to cover my needs so they'll still have to help out. It is frustrating walking around with no money. I'm just not used to that. As for being an addict, I'm doing what I need to do: Seeing my addiction specialist psychiatrist, seeing my addiction specialist counselor, meeting with my sponsor, going to a ton of meetings, working on my steps.
The two things that are the hardest are Brian and my dad. As for those, I try to think of them as little as possible. I could not handle the emotion they would bring. Cannot.
So, there's my life. Great, ain't it?
